it's greener on the other side.

- american apparel letter t-shirt
- navy blue or brown happiness happens tshirt
- find an all-purpose black bag
- find another pair of jeans
- fine another pair of shorts
- urban, h&m, 21, russe, wetseal, just shopping in general -_-
- ace all my tests, finals, and sats

it sucks to be a good person.
because whenever you want to do something
you can’t help but
imagine how everyone else will be effected.
sometimes,
they will be hurt.
they will be sad.
they will be angry.
so you have to leave
your dreams behind
just to support theirs.

to have confidence is a hard thing to do
when i first did it, it didn’t seem like
it was going to be
bad.
but now, as the date draws
closer, closer
i can’t help but imagine
my naive self, falling
into the holes of deception
and being let down.
it’s hard to be confident
and believe that what you did
didn’t hurt your signifigant other
that he will accept your invitation.
what if,
he really
didn’t want to go?